Sonnet 1
It is while’s worth to gaze at your blue eyes
No need to seek beyond your face what lies
Your lips have been kissed and your cheeks caressed
There in my mind I wished and I am blest
When wishing is already happiness
Fulfillment is not always to possess
To know that you are loved by someone’s heart
Is all I need to know the very start
How deep is such my longing is not known
You will not read in this, it is not shown
What lies within shall fade away untold
More priceless treasures than all gems and gold
Words hide my feelings that you never know
My love I hide from you I will not show
Sonnet 2
I do not love you for the sake of love
That moved the mind and all intentions drove
The heart to lie; affections to deceive
True feelings that I give you will receive
My love has no eyes, reasons; only touch
The limitless--- and loving you that much
Commit to you without a doubt or fear
Though far away; you always will be near
You are my thought, my dream and my desire
To lift me into heaven and inspire
You never know the hope and joy you give
You are my breath; if not the cause to live
If this is love; this love is possible
The sky is in my heart and reachable
Sonnet 3
If I can buy your true love then I will
Your time, your company, your heart to fill
With so much loving you that I can show
More than the riches that the world will know
How much of gold and silver will it cost
What of yourself to show that values most
That can I touch? Or one intangible?
One only fancied? Or one possible?
For loving is supreme in everything
The justly worth is what my heart can bring
Requires no price for such your pricelessness
To love you is my utmost happiness
Your true love is deserved but if I miss
I give up all for it; all wealth and bliss
Sonnet 4
I write this poetry to blonde and blue
Whose eyes are star sapphires and sights so true
Whose hair is ripened wheat and strands of gold
Forever to admire and to behold!
Whose height and breadth are trees of Babylon
Whose fire bursts from the depths of Avalon
The strength of behemoth and leviathan
A striking vision of a handsome man
He has no peer that one who lived before
The sight to love and image to adore
Whose limbs and veins are ridges of Iraq
So founded as the earth and firm as rock
I spoke of him, admired him more and more
But not content of words I spoke before
Sonnet 5
I see the bright sun rising in your eyes
The brightness shines and lightens up my skies
Your face a radiant phantom now appears
Like golden dawn not seen in thousand years
You are a cherubim of pure delight
Convinced my heart that loving you is right
Your features are so rare; affections give
From one heart to love in one life to live
Your muscles round the manliness you bear
That strength and vigor your entire veins spare
The stamina of full virility
You are a stud prince to posterity
For loving you assures your heritage
Sustain your love and life and lineage
Sonnet 6
I love you but these words are not enough
Please treat me seriously and do not laugh
I can not close my eyes without your face
Or close my eyes still see your image trace
I can not start each day without your smile
Your lips, your cheek, your beauteous face and style
How every feature makes me love you more
From outermost of you to inmost core
You are to me so irreplaceable
Like sun to the sky; indispensable
Like air to breathe; like land to hold the earth
Without you is no dew and only dearth
You mean to me more than I mean to say
Your meaning even grows more day by day
Sonnet 7
Where it thinks outside reason; where it seeks
Where it reads beyond words; what clear voice speaks
Where it holds truth, the truth that truth contains
Where it stays and endures long; it sustains
Where it knows no hard proving; it believes
Where it confronts confusion; it relieves
Where it hopes the unseen good; it holds on
Where it makes right all right things, and right done
Where it sees beyond seeing pleasant sights
Where it pleads in the darkness for true lights
Where it stands in the weakness; it builds strength
Where it walks up the road to thrice full length
Whatever essence is your heart and mind
What matters most; your heart, your mind, you find
Sonnet 8
Why do I love, I can not count the ways
For the ways are unending as the days
Each reason is like minute ticks to hour
Lead hours not to change seasons; sweet to sour
But with my handful counting I attempt
To list love’s reasons nothing to exempt
I love your crown, your face, your eyes, your brows
I love your cheeks, your ears and chiseled jaws
Your neck, your shoulders, and your puissant arms
Your chest, your entire torso packed with charms
Your buttocks; plump, your roundness everywhere
You are sweet paradise, satiating lair!
I have not spoken yet of love with these
Before love’s reason storms; first first, the breeze
Sonnet 9
Tonight is darker than my many nights
I see no moon, no stars; those dazzling lights
That awe-aspired my heart to see beyond
Pit darkness I once feared now is at hand
This is the night I dread in mind before
My mind is weary and my soul is sore
I could not see the paths which way I need
I could not find my wounds; but feel and bleed
This circumstance destroys my entity
This night seems longer than eternity
When will the sun rise and the dawn appear
I grope in darkness and no hope is near
When sight is open yet eyes can not see
Dead hopelessness has truly blinded me
Sonnet 10
When after all is sought, achieved; my life
Is still afflicted with tumult and strife
I was transformed into my dream and goal
To find I lost myself; I lost my soul
The world is so much more than love and live
So much to know and so much to deceive
I am perplexed, bewildered and confused
Had never felt exalted or amused
Life is my battle from the start of breath
Birth is my light from darkness so as death
Ignite eternal torch beyond my end
Into that world where lives no foe nor friend
If you read this then you saw light and lived
Have you found Truth? Or will you die deceived
Sonnet 11
I worship you who worship Truth and Light
Truth is like sun at day; Light; moon at night
Truth is the real essence of all things
Light is the true awareness that Truth brings
Truth lives in Light as well as Light in Truth
To seek, to find, to know, to feel, to soothe
Truth reveals knowledge; knowledge is the key
To understand reasons; right reasons see
The explanation why all things exist
Light does expose the whole; persist, persist
Until enlightenment captures the mind
Truth brings all; takes all, nothing left behind
To see the Truth and Light is greatest gift
One conscious star in universe to sift
Sonnet 12
Today is clearer than my other days
The sun is shining bright; its brightest rays
The sky is sapphire blue; no clouds nor shade
Like first day of creation; God remade
The trees look trees; the birds look birds but men
Lurk in their shadows; in heart’s darkest glen
Stared at the noon sun with a winkless eye
So cold; so callous, striking me and I
Run to the trees and fly with birds to feel
World has still meaning; and my life is real
My life goes on and on and on and on
Darker days have passed like these men anon
Each day is clearer day when heart believes
True goodness shines and true goodness relieves
Sonnet 13
Your heart is black; I hope your soul is not
For black is darkness; bearer of ill plot
You gobble up all colors of the light
To make you darkly hued and not that bright
But if you cast back colors up the sky
You will appear white cotton by the eye
Be then not senseless and be then not proud
You look not rainbow but an ugly gaud
Your nature has a thoughtless arrogance
Your eyes betray sights in your every glance
Your grace is graceless: beauty, beauty-less
You are grotesquely topsy-turvy mess!
Change character is best to know this
Be worth a million dollars; not mere dime
Sonnet 14
Why is life hard? Much ado about breath
Inhale and exhale air until my death
To sleep and wake and work; get tired and sleep
Life shallow and life simple; why make deep?
To toil for bread and eat and drink good wine
What else is good? What else makes life this fine?
To dance and play; be merry with sweet friends
Ah, only if life is all good, no fiends
Life becomes complex when I seek the Truth
Seek Light beyond eye for an eye, or tooth
Live life not just to breathe but well to find
The labyrinth of life and death unwind
Life is more than just living; more than breath
Life exists beyond life and beyond death
Sonnet 15
When I am summoned to what Truth I bring
I realized I never kept a thing
My words have faded; and my voice died out
I can not utter Truth how much I shout
My eyes flow like a river drowning me
For Truth I can not know; I can not see
Who would believe a man who has no Truth
No one can teach me Truth no one has ruth
I can not think; I can not say or show
The evidence that I am forced to know
To justify myself; absolve my sins
Before defense, my punishment begins!
Truth is not what I know but what I live
Each one lives with his Truth; no one can give
Sonnet 16
You never know your absence is like death
No rain in desert and no air in breath
Your absence is like darkness; day is night
The grass and flowers wither in my sight
The sun does not shine brightly as it shines
It feels how my heart hurts; my sorrowed lines
When you are gone, each day is slow and long
Each second builds my grief and hours go wrong
When you are gone, my world is full of pain
My heart is drowned of tears and choked to drain
When you are gone, seems everything is gone
Worthless is life; and all my love is done
Your absence makes me nothing more than dead
To love I suffered and to death I bled
Sonnet 17
You do not have to tell me who you are
I know what is the sun, the moon, or star
You are much brighter than you can describe
My heart’s impressions all to you ascribe
You are the sun, the radiance I can see
That burns so hot with blazing energy
You are all galaxies infused to shine
Your light intoxicates me like sweet wine
You do not have to say a word or phrase
You are so handsome in your distinct ways
Just let me gaze at you for three short hours
I love you more than thrice true love is ours
For everything in you is all but best
You shine up high and overrule the rest
Sonnet 18
Just let me gaze at you, I will be fine
I do not have to own you or be mine
Like the majestic eagle, you will fly
Traverse the heavens and you rule the sky
Fly high O bird, O sovereign, O free!
Let me unravel your sweet mystery
The winds shall lift you to ethereal realms
Glide with the gusts, sky emperor in helms!
No heart can keep you; or hold you by hands
You conquer hearts like you will conquer lands
Enough for me to see you soar and rise
Enough for me to see you in the skies
You eagle, indomitable great one!
The passion unconquerable to man!
Sonnet 19
How can I have a common sense with love
When heart is way up high the mind above
When reasons died, and feelings reign supreme
When everything is all but wondrous dream
When love is all emotions, hearts to feel
And common sense is not as love as real
Tell me how can I have such common sense
My mind is weaker than my heart’s defense
The more I fight the more I lose my mind
The more I fight, the more my love I find
How could I be so sensible with love
When I am like a bird; a mindless dove
I know the nearer I move in, you fly
Someday the ground will gently kiss the sky
Sonnet 20
With you I learn to write immortal lines
As I adore your manliness that shines
When I behold the handsome face you show
Your boldness brims and your charms overflow
Your handsomeness is glow of stars combined
A galaxy in each your step assigned
O marvelous! You are my prince! Divine!
You are a gallant man and you are mine!
The knight that launched a million ships to shore
The years will only make me love you more
All women envy me for having you
This verse remembers you all ages through
You are for me and you will ever be
Perfect creation that this world will see
Sonnet 21
When I love you I have become your slave
Such slavery that reasons can not save
When reasons justify imprisonment
The heart indulged the loving with content
To follow everything that you desire
Put wood and fuel to the burning fire
Your wish is my command, obedience goes
Without a question, there all my joy flows
To follow you is what my heart demands
Fulfill each challenge what love truly stands
If loving you means freedom is the cost
For love I rather have my freedom lost
Your love is more than anything to have
My freedom I could barter with your love
Sonnet 22
Why let me choose my reason or my love?
Choose one that is below or one above
But tell me where to end or where to start
Is it the thinking mind or loving heart?
The mind is selfish to think what is best
Secure its arrogance, suppress the rest
Rule like a king and order the decree
To bind emotions and make heart not free
The heart is humble, feels and understands
Love holds heart softly with the gentlest hands
Heart follows its own rules and it obeys
The mind can not conform to what it says
If the heart reigns, it is the fault of mind
For reason may be wise, but it is blind
Sonnet 23
Choose love or hatred, now tell me your choice
To love or hate, which of the two you poise
Tell me the proudest reason you conceive
Or reason of the mind that can deceive
The heart does never think, it only feels
The mind, its feelings from the heart it steals
Insist as reasons to assert control
When proud mind fails, it blames the heart to fall
To hate is for the mind, to love, the heart
As always, day and night come as one part
To love or to hate; hate or love; which one
The moon to shine at night or bright day sun
For in this world pure choices come in two
My mind will hate if I can not love you
Sonnet 24
You do not have to say a thing or two
Stay still and silent; I just gaze at you
You do not have to prove your eloquence
Your handsomeness is plain magnificence
Your semblance is like wisdom of the mind
Your pleasant face is more than wit to find
Since you are handsome, you can still be wise
If you are ugly, wisdom you disguise
You are a man of substance and of form
Your silence is intelligence as norm
You say it best when you say nothing else
As silent river, deeper wisdom tells
Your presence speaks your value and your worth
Your handsome face and image do shine forth
Sonnet 25
What potion there is when I see your face?
That when I look at you, I am in daze
You put me into trance to lose my mind
To make my sight so dull and my heart blind
Your eyes flow into me like mellowed wine
Both foolishness and wisdom seem to twine
You are fine liqueur always makes me drunk
Into love’s deep oblivion heart has sunk
My better sense is lost in drunkenness
Indulge in such euphoric happiness
If love makes me a fool, let I be fool
I love you more and more, that is my rule
For finest grape shall make the finest wine
Intoxicate me for your love is mine
Sonnet 26
What venom there is in love’s pangs to bleed?
That when it bites, there is no cure I need
The wound is hurting but as well does soothe
Such pleasant pain is not a lie but truth
I surely feel it stings, it pricks but thrills
To heaven’s pleasure when love nearly kills
When I can move in sweet paralysis
Love does not fit in mind’s analysis
I am left bleeding; blood does not run out
Mow love like grasses all the more they sprout
The potence flows and seems unstoppable
For into love, all is transmissible
If your love hurts, then hurt me as you want
When love chokes me; how sweet it is to pant
Sonnet 27
Permeate the poison that flows in my veins
Imbibe love’s essence right into my reins
Since I have drunk the hemlock of desire
Like Phoenix, myself will be blazed by fire
To drain me of this substance of the dumb
It is impossible for I am numb
Except that when I love then I will feel
Invincible without Achilles heel
What poison poisoned me that made me rise
Once dead but resurrected and turned wise
To know that love is insurmountable
To fight with love is never probable
For love is in my blood; heart is in love
You take my love, you take all blood I have
Sonnet 28
Either that you are love or you are wise
The sport you play is different from prize
To love is like the sport you played your best
To win or lose is not your aspired crest
Enjoy the game, and sweat your health with it
To make your heart and mind a sounding fit
But to be wise, you scheme, you worry lot
Think what it is, although it should be not
You lost enjoyment for the prize you seek
So you become proud; while love makes you meek
Love has no wisdom, but love has its truth
If love is undeserved; love still will soothe
No one can lose with love, heart always wins
Love is the prize the moment love begins
Sonnet 29
And when I love you, you reject the fact
I will still bear my love of heart intact
My love rewards me without your return
To me is a new day and a new morn
My love does not depend if you accept
No one can stop my loving or except
I will still love and love and love until
Like river to the sea, my love will fill
Though the sea never fills, at least it stays
Forever wide and deep throughout my days
My love has made me happy all the time
Such ecstasy, such beauty felt sublime
For loving is already a reward
Love is not easy but love is not hard
Sonnet 30
Please do not love me, I will just love you
Love anyone but me; I will bear through
For I am not for you and you for me
There are just things that are not meant to be
Just do not bar my happiness along
You go your way and seek where you belong
In other’s bosom where you are fulfilled
Pursue your own desire what your heart willed
My love shall not compel your heart to give
The same affection I want to receive
Love freely given is the love I know
The love I feel is all the love I show
But if you love, it does not have to be
That you are loved you love although not me
Sonnet 31
I love you not because your face is nice
I love you not because you are so wise
I love you not because you are upright
I love you not because your looks are bright
I love you not because you rise so tall
I love you not because you are strong wall
I love you not because you are so warm
I love you not because you have sweet charm
I love you not because you are so smooth
I love you not because you calm and soothe
I love you not because you are so great
I love you not because you are my fate
I love you not because, but that I love
Love is its reason, nothing is above
Sonnet 32
How can I love you so you are convinced?
What deed be done my love to be evinced?
What words to say, what promise I should pledge?
To love you till the end, beyond love’s edge
What riches you desire for me to give?
Is entire world enough wealth to receive?
Much wealth and money to you I will hand
Fulfill each of your wish, your heart’s demand
Tell me my dear, how can I love you true
Love ocean deep or high as sky is blue
I give you what you ask, just tell me now
That is my love to you that is my vow
To love you is to know what you desire
What makes you happy, what makes you aspire
I searched true love and I found you instead
As like a bride, I found a groom to wed
But such a wedding is impossible
For love I found seemed so improbable
Love is constrained by reasons mind asserts
Love rises up; mind’s downward force exerts
Love reasons with the mind but mind rejects
Compels love out from my heart and ejects
What else is left when love is taken out
Mind has no feel of love to think about
Love is a feeling; love is not a thought
Mind has no heart and loses what it fought
The perfect wedding is of heart and mind
When mind agrees, then true love I will find
Sonnet 34
When I will leave, I will still keep in touch
Remember always that I love you much
None can replace, you are the one to keep
My love to you is wide; my love is deep
Forever I will treasure you my one
To last beyond the earth’s and heaven’s span
For you alone have made my heart release
True love to give and true love to increase
Ultimate passion of my heart I hold
Your worth is immeasurably untold
Forgetting you is hardest thing to do
I just love you and that is all I know
For you are love and love is in my heart
To me forever you will be a part
Sonnet 35
This is not the last sonnet I write you
I keep on writing till my love goes through
Until you know what hence my motives are
Why will I cease when I have reached this far?
What are the better motives than to share?
The feelings that I feel; the truth to dare
For only once a moment will arrive
And that one moment I will not deprive
Love is a great emotion to possess
Rewarding me; releasing from mind’s stress
When I love you I see my dreams come true
Publish my sonnets, make you famous too
For love is reason why I write this verse
If not with words, I will express in tears
Sonnet 36
This sonnet lasts forever once you read
My pen runs never out of words to bleed
I do not know what else to say or tell
Except I love you and you know it well
I know you disagree about my love
At least I write to tell you, now I move
To find another place another one
I hope I find the same as you, dear man
I will not stop from loving; love and look
Write more love sonnets till I print a book
More men to be admired; more love to share
Believe to love and to be loved is fair
Though if I love and look but find no man
I write a sonnet new to everyone
Sonnet 37
How will I cure nostalgia from my heart?
Now that I leave and ready to depart
Departure is a painful time to think
Grief seizes me; grips my dear heart to sink
I see the setting sun and darkness nears
The thoughts of losing you sum all my fears
No more to gaze at your bright handsome face
No more your playful smiles; my sunny days
No more your voice, soft-spoken and so crisp
That I in speechlessness of love just lisp
No more your firm bold hands and rough romance
Sweet melancholy hits me like a lance!
You know how could I cure the pain in me
I cure my pain if I have you to see
Sonnet 38
Now I see love I wish I have command
To grab all powers and to love demand
Impress yourself and put you in great awe
Grant everything you ask, and there all, lo!
And I would hold your hand and ride with love
To whisk us up the clouds and sky above
See wondrous worlds I never come before
Enchanted places, to the golden shore
The stars I give to you, those shining bright
Across the galaxy in great delight
The universe I give to you to show
This is my love and this is all I know
Love’s power can not fit in mind’s vast shelf
Love is the greatest gift I give myself
Sonnet 39
From now on I will no more touch a rose
For I know not the danger it will pose
Its looks is captivating to my eyes
But looks that kills; and something in disguise
Its color is so vibrant, flashy bright
That tempts my senses and prods me delight
Its scent is sweet perfume that drowsed my mind
This clear obsession, what is all behind?
Unseen under its petals hide the ill
For rottenness encroached and took its fill
Forget its self defects but not its thorns
What difference be pricked or gored by horns
If beauty bears an instance of pure pain
Then it is beauty not but pure disdain
Sonnet 40
I listen not to reasons but your voice
You can convince me any of your choice
Your likes or dislikes I will gladly tread
So long as I live until I will be dead
Conforming to your wishes and desires
In that case my heart stays and never tires
Your words shall always be the rule for me
The things you make me see, those I will see
I follow you wherever you will go
So long as you approve and tell me so
I pray that you will not deprive my heart
I am more sensitive than I am smart
My infatuations never reached this far
Someday I kiss the sun and kiss the star
Sonnet 41
I burn the house to catch a single mouse
Or fire a cannon so that I will rouse
I cut the tree to harvest all its seeds
Where is the sanity in all these deeds?
It seems that I feel love and love is like
The urge of heart; compulsion in a spike
Pursue the interests with gravity
Not counting costs or its intensity
When love shall enter in; hostage begins
Sweet indiscrimination thinks no sins
Love is pursued up to the heart’s content
Devouring opposition and dissent
For love is passion and abhors control
I either love or never love at all
Sonnet 42
High voltage rising quickly enters me
In split of second, marvels now I see
Expansive energy and power surged
World’s oceans turns to one wave and me urged
To wash me to the universe’s edge
Into my mind, all thoughts I slowly dredge
Soar like a kite in howling ocean wind
Loosed by the string so endless to rescind
I fly and bump with stars, a crowded space
I loom and loom with doom; expansion’s race
Become I universe, all its contents
Now hear sweet fears and my soul’s sweet laments
My mind is vast; myself and consciousness
Spaceless am I, and I am timelessness
Sonnet 43
I write this poetry and you have read
You are myself you are reborn from dead
For I exist now, as before and then
I surely lived different lives of men
You read this now and I write this for you
Who is myself before and now you know
I was once this who wrote; now you have read
Wake up and open your mind and your head!
Are you myself? Just be sure that you are
Recall billion years memory that far?
My consciousness as life is infinite
I, once was, am, will be; am definite
You are my consciousness and I confirm
Believe and be convinced therefore affirm
Sonnet 44
If you read this that means that you have lived
If I am dead, my mind in you retrieved
I see this world, there is no other place
Exist in timeless time and spaceless space
Uphold each moment that is in your hands
Adore the earth; its wondrous seas and lands
For next existence is another state
Unknown to you till my verses relate
Your state is now, the beauty you behold
With God we know who did create and mold
He is the source of everything that lives
From Him is the breath that each life receives
You are to live through immortality
Now that you know, keep this in memory
Sonnet 45
For at sweet madness that I spend with you
It is all love that I once ever knew
If love is foolishness to be at wrong
Then gladly I have rushed there to belong
And in belonging, I partake my share
To know that loving in a sense is fair
In loving you, you do not give your love
Love is not true love, when to love you strove
You better love me not than force to feel
Forced love is fake as it is never real
Real that you do not love me I accept
You only take love what you can incept
Love you; what else is more of love than you
My heart takes what is pleasing to my view
Sonnet 46
The Angel of the Lord declared to me
The Holy Spirit upon you now see!
Behold I am the handman of the Lord
Be done according fully to your word
Write as you can still write the words I give
Write as you breathe in this one life you live
Acrostic poetry inscribed in stone
Names to be lighted by light to be shown
Those who believe will thus see Truth and Light
To always light the stone throughout the night
Life is called by name, name needs to be bright
This is the Truth, and in Truth take delight
Words written are to be flesh and to dwell
Among us who read and believe right well
Sonnet 47
Why should I die before you pay my works?
Love by your palate after pierced by forks
What wasteful life; first beauty is interred
Before a rightful honor is conferred
Where is the honor of punctuality?
Or honor has lost that priced quality
When works due of rewards are sometimes gone
The victor is dead before prize is won
To celebrate late while honor delays
Arrives to cosmetize the embalmed face
And boasts for him; grants him eternal days
In truth he is decayed dead in grave lays
Like Shakespeare, becomes greatest after death
Is talent poor if I retain my breath?
Sonnet 48
I have no wealth; I only have my youth
And immaturity; that is the truth
Youth without wisdom is more poverty
No ownership in my own property
My headstrong mind is destined for today
Contentedly happy and simply play
The hours and years unnoticed to pass by
For the lost times, the eyes like rivers cry
My energy I can afford to waste
And make unwise decisions in a haste
I run if you want me to run; I jump
Adventure’s wanderlust makes my veins pump
Rouse me for me to realize my fate
Better cry before milk spills than cry late
Sonnet 49
I am a soldier and I have no wealth
My capital is energy and health
Enlist into the army without cause
And die in battle fighting with no loss
No! hold my weapons I to serve our land
I have no wit and wisdom to demand
My mind is simple and my dream is small
The country cries and I just heed the call
The fear of death is not even my fear
In life, death everywhere is always near
To lose one’s dignity at times is death
Die countless times without losing the breath
I am a soldier, die death truly one
But when I die, my dream is never gone
Sonnet 50
I pulled the trigger with my eyes unwinked
Death captured my foe as the bullet blinked
Far from the distance, I see children fall
One hit and one family gets the toll
Beside me is my bleeding soldier friend
Hit; his wound’s hopelessness nothing can mend
Blood seethes to extinguish his youth and light
Reminding that we fought an honored fight
For guns are weapons of the speechless mind
When heart is void and reasons hard to find
Caught in a livelihood but noble will
To fight the war, pure duty to fulfill
Blame not the soldiers for the blood to spill
The minds to educate so war to kill